Happy Moon’s Day.
I have a lot more time off this week than normal from work. I only work three days and for a total of a little more than twenty hours. Not the greatest for the bank account but from a certain perspective it is an opportunity to do some other things and have the time to get my new career going.
So this week is also a good opportunity to do some thing to make life at home better and take a look at what can be done about things that are not getting down right now. It is not truly going to be a week of rest so much as time between battles to adjust, train and fix my weapons and adjust my armor to use the warrior analogy.
“Honor is the feeling of inner value and worth from which one knows that one is noble of being, and the desire to show respect for this quality when it is found in the world”
Principle – Be positive about my future
I am feeling my life is getting more about the future and less about the past every day. That is good. It’s nice to put past battles in the past and look forward to see what new ones are on the horizon. Self-worth or honor is something that is growing in me and has reached the point that I feel I am more valuable than my current employment level. Time to find a more honorable occupation.
“Courage is the bravery to do what is right always.”
Principle – Act with Courage at the right time.
The real issue as always is Courage. Putting myself out there are my age and with kind of restart attitude is a little challenging, but a little courage goes a long way. The right thing to do all across the board is to act and get this next step moving in my life. The time between battles is a time to focus and prepare and then take those steps toward the next challenge.
“Truth is the willingness to be honest and to say what one knows to be true and right. It is often better to not say anything at all if one cannot be honest.”
Principle – Pursue knowledge, wisdom and truth at all times.
Truth is, I still find this task daunting at times. It is not something I was completely unprepared for. I was going to school for a reason after all. It is jut the events of this last year have made this a little bit of a crisis moment instead of smooth transition. Trying to smooth out some of that bumpy road is also a between battles task.
Higher Virtue: Love:
My motivation is all this is the woman of my life now. My wife of almost thirty years. The sad thing is this relationship almost came to an end. The joyous thing is that at the last moment we both decided to give it another shot and so far it is working.
The one thing that is truly good is the realization that love does not allow you to take relationships like this for granted. You can’t assume because love is active not passive and you have to keep expressing it to have it work. I guess if there is a silver lining to all this; it is this lesson, and we both have learned it. Forgiveness is definitely a needed, but more importantly is the need to proactively keep your love growing and pure.
- Review Nine Noble Virtues (NNV) and Principles
- Review Goals and Bucket List
- Full Body Stretch
- Shower and Personal Hygiene
- Get Dressed for the Day
I like the changes and meditation is starting to feel more normal. I did give up the lotus position thing and settle for just sitting in my chair instead but I feel that this still is a relaxed position that allows me to meditate without distraction. I still want to add candle and incense to the whole thing but it is mostly a matter of money that this hasn’t happened. This is an important thing to me and I don’t want to be cheap about it or not get something that truly works for me. It should be noted that I look forward to getting up in the morning which is one of the goals here.
- Go Back to Budapest, Hungary for a vacation.
- Get My Tattoos.
- Actually Get Drunk.
- Smoke a Joint.
- Hike the Northern Lakeshore Trail along the Pictured Rocks National Lakeshore in the Upper Peninsula of Michigan.
- Write My Novel.
- Learn Latin.
- Learn Hungarian.
- Weightlifting – Bench 225 lbs, Squat 315 lbs, and Deadlift 405 lbs.
Yeah, I know I can do some things on this list very quickly if I wanted to. However, as I sit here between battles and think to myself one of the harder things needs to come off of here by July. It needs to be something significant.
I am thinking of baby steps at this point. A portable dumbbell bench and a few dumbbells might get me back into the basics for muscle tone purposes. Once I know where I am working, I can look for a gym but even then a good home gym long-term is a better solution.
The Rabyd Skald – Wandering Soul, Bard and Philosopher. The Grey Wayfarer.