Happy Frigg and Freya’s Day
I am Wolf. It’s a way of looking at my identity that is more internal and resonates far more with me than many others. Wolves have that dual identity of being loyal but frightening to others. Wild and untamed but at the same the virtues of Discipline, Perseverance, and Fidelity reign supreme in the heart of any Wolf and Wolfpack. I suppose what I am going for with this identity is placing some understanding of having the soul of the wolf and not be alarmed by the truth of that for myself.
I suppose when you put it all together, I am a wandering warrior with the heart and soul of a wolf. If I was asked what I value in my soul it is freedom and liberty to roam, explore, search and follow my path. I no longer believe in the split nature of mankind or its sinfulness. Rather that we are individual beings that are human and none of that is inherently good or evil. Rather, I believe that our entire nature simply waits to be harnessed as we follow our needs and wants to be guided by our reason and experience.
Warrior, Wayfarer, and Wolf.
“Discipline is the willingness to be hard on oneself first and then if needed help with the development with others, so that greater purposes may be achieved.”
Principle: Apply discipline to every aspect of life that it can be applied.
Goal: To follow A FULL Paleo Diet Plan from April 1, 2019, to March 31, 2020.
Bucket List: Do a rebellious act on April Fools Day, April 1st, 2020.
I remember at work one woman telling me she wished more men were gentlemen and less were dogs. I told her that a gentleman is nothing more than a patient wolf. Still canine, not a dog but perhaps in other ways more primal and certainly more disciplined. The gentleman’s objectives are very wolflike, he just is more relentless and patient about it. He wants the best so he engages the virtue of discipline. He waits patiently engaging in the things that day by day bring him closer to his goals. Such a ‘gentleman’ is simply a relentless wolf. I seek to be such a wolf.
“Perseverance is the ability to stand up and return from defeat and failure”
Principle: Keep getting up after every defeat or failure.
Goal: To engage in an exercise program that involves weightlifting, hiking/walking, and stretching/ yoga an average of three days a week from April 1st, 2019 to March 31st, 2020
Bucket List: To get at least one tattoo by March 18th, 2020.
Wolves, of course, face defeat and failure. it doesn’t top them, they get up and go back at it. The only defeat or failure that ends their quest for what they want and needs id death. My nature has never been one to quit. So me and the wolf within keep getting up and keep going.
“Fidelity is the will to be loyal to one’s Gods and Goddesses, to one’s Folk, to one’s self, and loyalty to one’s friends was as valued as highly as loyalty to one’s family.”
Principle: Be loyal to those who have been loyal to me.
Goal: Celebrate my wife and I’s 30th anniversary (June 10th, 2019) with a mini-vacation
Bucket List: Discover all the countries of origin from my genetics and visit them all by March 18th, 2029.
My pack is small but close. I do wish there were more members at times, but I take the ones I have and our bonds of loyalty grow stronger. Nothing is more important to the pack that fidelity. Those who break deserve nothing more or less than what I have done to others – to be shown my teeth because I do indeed bite.
Higher Virtue – Wisdom:
Wisdom is a tough call when it comes to being a wolf. Wolves that survive listen to the raven’s caw overhead. The learn from their mistakes and it allows them to become old wolves. They know what the need and want and use reason and wisdom to achieve them.
- Weightlifting/Stretching – Minimum 3 days per week.
- Walking – Minimum 3 days a week
- Job Search – Minimum 3 days a week
- Cleaning – 3 days a week.
- Writing – 3 times a week
- Latin – 3 times per week
- Cheat Meal Count: 3 per week.
This is the part that still needs a lot of work. A new week is coming soon so it is another opportunity to make the effort to get it all done.
Goals and Bucket List Items Achieved (Since Summer 2018):
Goals Achieved: 2
- Graduated College with a BS in Political Science and minors in Economics and International Business – December 2018
- Finalize last requirements for my degree – Internship by May 2019 – May 2019
Bucket List Items Achieved: 0
The Rabyd Skald – Wandering Soul, Bard, and Philosopher. The Grey Wayfarer.