Happy Moon’s Day.
In Norse Mythology Loki has three children with a giantess who, as one would expect are not exactly nice children. They are Fenrir, Jormungand and Hel. Fenrir is the wolf that will swallow Odin. Jormungand is the serpent who will be both defeated by Thor and be Thor’s demise. Hel is the Ruler of Helheim and the end ruler of all people who die of natural causes. This week I am going to talk about the epic struggle I am having and use all of these as metaphors.
Fenrir is the wolf that will end it all at Ragnarok. He will swallow both Odin and the Sun according to the mythology and end what was to change it into something new. He is the wild foundation of nature kept now in invisible chains until he gets loose and destroys that which gives all life (the sun) and destroys all knowledge, reason and strength. (Odin).
My Fenrir is that which would cause me to compromise my inner sense of value, to act in fear or lie to protect myself. Fenrir represents the forces of my life that would cause me to compromise my foundation. Something I cannot afford to do. To keep him in his chains and prevent him, from a long a possible, doing so is my goal with my Foundational Virtues.
“Honor is the feeling of inner value and worth from which one knows that one is noble of being, and the desire to show respect for this quality when it is found in the world”
Principle – To possess a feeling of inner value about myself and my future with a desire to find the same in others.
Goal: Maintain a daily blog streak of one post per day for an entire year (365 days).
Bucket List: Hike the Northern Lakeshore Trail along the Pictured Rocks National Lakeshore in the Upper Peninsula of Michigan.
I have struggled with Honor the past few days. I am starting to get frustrated as to how little is happening in my life right now. The fact is this blog and doing the necessary things in life are difficult for me. I don’t like my mental state right now about myself or my future. Fenrir threatens to engulf me. I cannot let that happen.
The blog continues to be my way of keeping to the path more than anything else. I have found that there is an honor in creation and the discipline if sitting down to write every day keeps things remotely focused at least. I want to get back walking and training for that long hike too. I need more tools in my box to fight The Grey.
“Courage is the bravery to do what is right always.”
Principle – Act with Courage at the right time.
Goal: Cross one thing off bucket list every year. Deadline March 31st
Bucket List: Go Back to Budapest, Hungary for a vacation.
Courage is not as great a problem as Honor. I feel like though Perseverance and Courage are overlapping right now. I keep getting up, doing what I need to do each day, hoping it will get better. I am not sure sometimes if my getting up every morning is and act of courage, perseverance or both some days. The thing I am determined to do is outlast my own personal Fenrir. The Valkyries can have me but not him. I will work very hard to never be afraid of him.
“Truth is the willingness to be honest and to say what one knows to be true and right. It is often better to not say anything at all if one cannot be honest.”
Principle – To Be Honest and Speak Truth to Myself and Others. To Be Silent in the presence of Fools.
Goal: To Write a Non-Fiction Book by March 31st, 2020
Bucket List: Learn Latin by March 31st 2020 to the point I can take a test and show my self proficient.
I find myself silent a lot. Nuff’ Said.
I have written down many ideas for my non-fiction book. The problem is the one theme that comes up over and over again is to write a book about religion and what a fraud it is. I also find the Nine Noble Virtues as a theme. I don’t know if either one of these is valid. I am trying to be respectful of people who are religious, but at the same time I the fraud and bullshit of it all should be confronted and boy could I do that job. Particularly with Christianity.
Latin is probably going to have to be reserved for a three times a week thing on the weekly routine. It takes up a lot of time than I expected but I have enjoyed the opening thoughts behind why I should learn Latin.
Higher Virtue: Love:
I am writing on Love tomorrow for Of Wolves and Ravens. I will save most of my thoughts until then. Love though is keeping me going right now at times.
- Review Nine Noble Virtues (NNV), Principles, Goals and Bucket List
- Meditation – 3 min.
- Check Communications and Email.
- Paper Journal: Create Daily Log and To Do List.
- Breakfast, Medications and Supplements.
- Shower and Personal Hygiene
- Get Dressed for the Day
This is working well, I had no problems with it this week.
The Rabyd Skald – Wandering Soul, Bard and Philosopher. The Grey Wayfarer.