Happy Moon’s Day
I remember in the heat of summer,
where blood poured from my soul.
Wounds received from terrible blades
from the front, behind and within.
Shades of crimson flecked with gold
Pooling beneath my feet and pouring over my hands
As they tried to stop the bleeding.
Vainly they tried.
Weak I was on my knees
Destroyed and anemic
My heart slowing
Empty, alone, dying
Echos of the voices that wielded the blades – mocking me
A good friend becomes betrayer
A lover becomes a stranger
My own silent faith, echoing in my ears.
For days I bled, with no hope.
Until the one I betrayed saw my wounds
She did not raise her own blade in vengeance
Rather she touched my soul with her healing hand.
The bleeding stopped just in time.
Her own soul blood poured into me and restored my soul
She closed the wounds with stitches of compassion
I now bleed no more.
The scars remain forever
Reminders of who wasn’t true.
But my soul’s blood pumps strong once more
Reminding me of she who became my Eir
A Poem by Edward W. Raby, Sr. – January 14th, 2019
O have written this poem over the last week or so. Finishing it on the 14th of January 2019.
In this poem I have been trying to capture the feelings of the month of August 2018. Feelings that are strong and were at the time devastating. I came up with the title of soul-blood as a way describe it. I then ran with the concept.
Emotionally this was difficult as one as on the one hand every time I write a poem I am reminded of the person who helped me understand and write them better. “Lover becomes a stranger” is her line and it still hurts to think on it. The scar throbs when I write a poem because of her, so to speak.
One the other hand, I have for the first time ever in this poem truly used my wife as an inspiration for the poem. She is my Eir. Eir being the Valkyrie known for her healing ability. My wife became my Eir that month. She has been so ever since and of all people she had the least reason to take on that role. The Valkyrie I waited for at the time was her in the end.
Hope you enjoy this poem and I always appreciate comments on my poems as I still am very new to this.
Thanks for reading,
The Rabyd Skald – Wandering Soul, Bard and Philosopher. The Grey Wayfarer.