Happy Moon’s Day
With my Morning Routine set up, the discussion turns to my Daily Routine. What is the stuff I do every day? Well, probably what I would like to see every day at this point.
- Blogging – the general target is to have three posts cued up in the scheduled list by day’s end and four others in the draft file in various stages of construction.
- Reading – 1 hour per day. Right now this is taken up by school, but eventually I would like this to be free to read what I want.
- Study / Homework – 1 hour per day or until all necessary work is completed. This is currently on my list because of school. I think it might stay after school is over because I will be using it for research or for writing things for publication.
- Empty In Box – I have a box on my desk that I put stuff in that requires my attention. The goal is to have it empty at the end of every day.
- Financial Transaction input – I try to put all financial transactions for me and my wife in my computer each day. It doesn’t take long.
- Communication / Cuddle Time – I try to do this with my wife every day for at least a half hour. Sometimes our varied schedules make this difficult. It is actually the number one thing on this list and gets done when there is time.
None of this stuff actually takes very long other than the time limit stuff. My goal is to have it done each day, so every day I am finished with things and making progress. That the administration of life is kept up with every single day is the major goal here.
Mostly this is only problematic on days where I have both work and class. On those days free time is at a premium. Otherwise I have time to do all of it.
“Honor is the feeling of inner value and worth from which one knows that one is noble of being, and the desire to show respect for this quality when it is found in the world”
Principle – Be positive about my future
At work and school I guess I feel that inner sense of honor to a point. People at both places value my contributions and that is good for my self-esteem in that sense. Most of the challenges to honor come from my dreams and the occasional person I run into who used to greet me warmly but now shuns me. The people who shun me are easy to deal with – 1) check them off as no longer a friend, and 2) move along treating them as someone I used to know. Dreams are a bit harder. My recurring dream is me going about my daily business but with people who I used to know yelling at me. They yell things at me indicating my moral failures and my short comings. The dreams always end with them turning violent and me being the victim of a death-wound by one of them. I usually wake up at that point. If I dwell on this too much my honor level drops a bit.
I am starting to feel more positive about my future. I applied for graduation this last week so that is in the works. I am feeling better about school in general although I do have some more work to do yet to catch up. It’s close now to the end and I think I will be a better position for a better job after graduation.
“Courage is the bravery to do what is right always.”
Principle – Act with Courage at the right time.
In my dreams the word ‘coward’ comes out of the mouths of some. I don’t really get that accusation. I simply have responded at times to what people have done to me by talking about it openly. The coward would gossip, slander, back bite and back stab. I don’t do those things. I either tell people what happened from my perspective or I keep silent. I don’t feel I need to respond directly to people who in my estimation were the first ones to act in cowardice toward me. Virtue is a two-way street and if the accusation of being a coward came from someone I consider brave, I would give it thought. As it is, not so much.
I have an evaluation coming up at work. I need to speak on the future with that company. My additional problem is I need an internship. This is going to require some courage to explain to my present employer where I stand with them. If I am not going to have a good and productive future with them, then I need to move on when I can.
“Truth is the willingness to be honest and to say what one knows to be true and right. It is often better to not say anything at all if one cannot be honest.”
Principle – Pursue knowledge, wisdom and truth at all times.
Honesty with others is not so great an issue as honesty with myself. I am wrestling with so much these days as far as truth with me that I have a hard time with keeping my foundation stable. These days I prefer silence and peace. If only those voices from my dreams would stop haunting me when I am awake.
I am getting ready to write my last major paper for school – My Political Science Capstone. I am wrestling with the topic and the thesis statement. I have permission to use this for my Health Economics Class as well. I want this paper to reflect what I see as the truth about a health issue. It has to have sound political science basis, economics and if I can get my international business knowledge into it as well – bonus. It’s not just about a paper but a final reflection on what I have learned in this degree and applying it to real life. It’s about pursuing truth as well.
The Rabyd Skald – Wandering Soul, Bard and Philosopher. The Grey Wayfarer.