Happy Mani’s Day
Since writing my post for Saturday about National Novel Writing M0nth (NaNoWriMo) and deciding to use that month to instead do a Non-Fiction Book, I have been meditating on the 2000 words per day goal with that. I am now pretty confident t about that as I not only feel this is a worthy goal and one that is achievable for me, I feel it needs to be a daily habit to hit a word total each day. The reason I say this is a far more concrete goal than writing for an hour that I have had before. Because you can sit there for an hour and write only 500 words. I think the issue is making a goal that actually gives me daily progress.
To put it in perspective, my average post on this blog falls within 1000 words. Pretty typical for me and that takes 30-45 minutes to write and then probably another 15 minutes to edit. If I follow my pattern of letting a post sit a day and editing it again the next day, that’s another 15 minutes.
Writing a book is a different matter because the editing for me would be akin to sitting down for hours and reading the material and editing it all in one go. So I could just follow the NaNoWriMo philosophy and just write and get the 2000 words in an hour or at the most an hour and a half. Very much possible if I put off some personal entertainment and get about the business of writing.
This week I will be hitting my principles in A Skald’s Life so that will be reflected bellow.
“Honor is the feeling of inner value and worth from which one knows that one is noble of being, and the desire to show respect for this quality when it is found in the world”
Principle – To possess a feeling of inner value about myself and my future with a desire to find the same in others.
Maintain a daily blog streak of one post per day for an entire year (365 days). (achieved)
Bucket List: Hike the Northern Lakeshore Trail along the Pictured Rocks National Lakeshore in the Upper Peninsula of Michigan by March 2024.
I guess I find it easier to find personal honor in others than in myself. I am an observer of people and I find what is good in a far different way than before. Honor is a feeling of value and it is far easier to find value or how people are valuable when thinking about others for me.
It is finding value in myself right now that is a challenge. I just am struggling with that right now. I need a new life in the sense of having a new place, job and environment I think. It is why I am going to be expanding my job search for most of the country.
“Courage is the bravery to do what is right always.”
Principle – Act with Courage at the right time.
Goal: Cross one thing off bucket list every year. Deadline March 31st.
Bucket List: Go Back to Budapest, Hungary for a vacation by March 2029.
Philosophically, I don’t struggle so much with acting once I know what the right thing is, it is determining the right thing. I was told recently I am a little bit of an enduring asshole. That is a reflection of a little less tolerance for bullshit in my life and standing up to it.
“Truth is the willingness, to be honest, and to say what one knows to be true and right. It is often better to not say anything at all if one cannot be honest.”
Principle – To Be Honest, and Speak Truth to Myself and Others. To Be Silent in the presence of Fools.
Goal: To Write a Non-Fiction Book by March 31st, 2020
Bucket List: Read 52 books (one per week) in the year 2020.
I think sometimes people have taken aback that I tell the truth a lot, even when it makes me look less flattering. They are probably used to lies and accept them as part of life from others. I just don’t have it in me to lie to people anymore. I spent a lot of my last three years of ministry, fronting a lost faith and have no desire to front anything anymore. What you see is what you get with me; take it or leave it.
I still struggle with what the truth is and how to deal with it. I realized three months ago I was wrestling with whether I believed in any god at all and only recently accepted I don’t and to be honest the world could be here without god at all. If there is a god, he is either one that doesn’t give a shit or we are just an experiment in a petri dish to him. He isn’t benevolent that’s for sure. I have no evidence, in any case, to believe so until some evidence is given, I am facing the truth that I am for all practical and philosophical purposes an atheist. So I am an Athiest Humanist with Pagan tendencies. 🙂
Higher Virtue: Love:
Love for the people who are important to me – check. Love for self – hesitation to check. I am at a love crossroads regularly. I need to take the self-love fork soon or there is going to be a problem. I will get too close to the cliff of self-sacrifice to death if I don’t take the self-love fork at a certain point.
- Stretching / Yoga
- Shower, Personal Hygiene. Morning Meds.
- Review Nine Noble Virtues (NNV), Principles, Goals and Bucket List
- Meditation – 5 min.
- Check Communications and Email.
- Paper Journal: Create a Daily Log and To-Do List.
- Get Dressed for the Day
I like this routine now better than before. It allows me to get the basics done and be ready to go through the day.
The Rabyd Skald – Wandering Soul, Bard, and Philosopher. The Grey Wayfarer.