Happy Woden’s (Odin) Day!
I am becoming very certain that my primary identity being a writer is solid the more I think about it. Now the question of secondary identity or identities begins to present itself. It is a big question mark but it is made clearer by the simple fact I now can see it is something I do to make money and live not as my primary thing.
That, however, does not tell me what it should be but perhaps what I need to be is open to the possibilities instead of looking for certainty. Perhaps there is still this need to be meditatively open to what lies ahead and let things run their course as far as what I should be open to being seeing that this issue is not what compliments my writer career not the other way around. It means that certain things need to be in place.
- I need time to write so the job I get must be not so time-consuming that I can’t write every day.
- I need something that pays well so I am not eating beans and rice if writing does not go well. I have lived too long to not have plans B, C to the end of the alphabet.
- It should be something that compliments writing if possible.
I don’t really want to write things down at this point as even possibilities. I don’t even want to brainstorm because I want to find this out by being open and meditating on it.
Now, I want to be clear that I will still be applying for jobs that I qualify for. The issue at this point is not trying to direct this thing and be open to whatever does present itself. That said being proactive means looking for job opportunities and applying for them. But this might open my horizons as to applying for more things I might not have thought of as possibilities. The issue now is to be open and available to any idea that will meet my criteria.
All that said, I still am meditating on Identity because Primary and Secondary aside, everything comes together in overall identity. I am one me.
The Rabyd Skald – Wandering Soul, Bard, and Philosopher. The Grey Wayfarer.